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A Story of Forgivenss~Andrea’s Story

A Story of Forgivenss~Andrea’s Story.

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Dead – *Caution – explicit material*

I wrote this poem as sort of an abstract description of my suicide attempt. This is what my soul thought on that night. Do not read this if you are prone to freak out. Please know these were my thoughts on that night, but not right now.

 

Empty Soul

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

What emptiness there is in a creature

That puts a razor to her wrists

And opens her veins

The emptiness of an endless black hole

From which there is neither soul nor return

Only existence in the pain.

 

Nothingness

The color of death

Here to steal her breath

Lying on the bed

No more putting up a fight

Flat line is in sight

Dead.

 

What vastness there is in a monster

That writes on her arms with a blade

And mutilates her flesh

The vastness of endless pitch dark space

From whence there is neither air nor life

Only the deadness of an absent heartbeat.

 

Nothingness

The color of death

Here to steal her breath

Lying on the bed

No more putting up a fight

Flat line is in sight

Dead.